All I Wanna

I wanna cry
But no tears came

I tried to smile
But it seems too lame

I wanna speak
But there's no sound

I wanna scream
But my voice could not be found

I wanna jump
But i lack the energy

I wanna walk
But i can't seem to master it

There is confusion
I seem to ignore it all

The chaos and war
I tried to break the fall

The cries around me
I dun seem to have heard

The pain that follows
Together with hurt

I Must (Version 2)

I have tears I could not cry
I tell myself I must be strong

I have problems I cannot hide
I tell myself I must go on

I look into the mirror
the image long gone

I stared at the air
looking more forlorn

I breathe in the air
the air is stale

I saw the trees stripped bare
I saw the grasses growing frail

I saw that the sky is blue no more
but dark and gloomy clouds covered them all

I saw the droplets splashing down
I saw how the shadows frown

I wonder when will daylight ever arrive?
Or have I actually gone blind?