All I Wanna

I wanna cry
But no tears came

I tried to smile
But it seems too lame

I wanna speak
But there's no sound

I wanna scream
But my voice could not be found

I wanna jump
But i lack the energy

I wanna walk
But i can't seem to master it

There is confusion
I seem to ignore it all

The chaos and war
I tried to break the fall

The cries around me
I dun seem to have heard

The pain that follows
Together with hurt

I Must (Version 2)

I have tears I could not cry
I tell myself I must be strong

I have problems I cannot hide
I tell myself I must go on

I look into the mirror
the image long gone

I stared at the air
looking more forlorn

I breathe in the air
the air is stale

I saw the trees stripped bare
I saw the grasses growing frail

I saw that the sky is blue no more
but dark and gloomy clouds covered them all

I saw the droplets splashing down
I saw how the shadows frown

I wonder when will daylight ever arrive?
Or have I actually gone blind?

From Dolce Vita Love Story

"If I have a million dollars, I would buy a house. Do I have a million?" "No. That's why I don't have a house."

"If I have wings, I can fly. Do I have wings?" "No. So I can never fly."

"If all the waters are drawn out of Pacific Ocean, but it still can't put off the flame of love between us. Can all the waters of Pacific Ocean be drawn off?" "No. That’s why I don't love you.

"If I have one more day to live, I want to be your girlfriend. Do I have one more day? No. Too bad. I can't be your girlfriend... not in this life.

If I have wings, I want to fly down from the paradise just to see you. Do I have wings? No. Sadly. I can never see you again.

If all the water are drawn out of the bath-tub, but it still can't put off the flame of love btw us. Can all the water in a bath-tub be drawn off? Can.So yes. I LOVE YOU.

'I dance slightly, amidst the crowd.Your glance on me be it surprise, be it admiration, It ain't gonna stop my rhythm.'Cos it's not your glance that made me dance, it's my heart of youth.'

Lost

I stare at the pc
I look at the clock
My colleagues are busy as bees
I'm jumping around like a frog

Calls are coming in
Emails are being received
I hear my colleagues typing
Away and furiously

I'm trying to find a direction
I'm trying to not get lost
However, there seems to be no progression
I'm panicking and in a twirl

Is this how it is like,
For an amateur?
Is this how the system bites?
Let's have an overture

Often Times

Often times,
One do not realise what they have until it is gone
Only to start lamenting the aftermath and
To frown

Often times,
People do not know how we really feel
Unless they landed in the same situation,
As we do

Often times,
The land is still standing
Even though it has been devastated
& left being a ruin

Often times,
The tree still stands tall and sturdy
Despite having gone through, a torrent of rain
And thunder

Often times,
We wish we could just give it all up
And lead a happier and simpler life
But we can't

These are but
The trials and tribulations of life