Pain

After a long holiday
Whereby I'm back to work

My mind is a jumble of thoughts
Which rendered me unable to work

I've had more sadness than happiness
I've had my fair share of crappiness

My mind feels numb from the pain
As like a celebrity overwhelmed with fame

I pray for the day to pass by fast
So I could leave to catch the bus

To reach home to snuggle in my bed
To avoid seeing red

To peer into the darkness once more
To continue my facade once more

To be myself as I am
The one and only me, full of pain